Yesterday we moved into seperate rooms which while my head knows is good my heart is well bleargh about it.  I love my Master with all my heart and it is for him I yearn but I don't hate my husband nor he me, we just arent meant to be together.  Still its hard to let go of the familiar.  Its the best thing but its not the easy thing.  I slept by myself for the first time in a very long time and it was just weird. I know this will not be forever.  I know that I will be ok.  Just worry is all.  I think it will be a good thing.  It is a necessary thing.  ONe of the first steps of many to the road I wish to travel.